Ben sucks at communicating when he's away. >:c

At least he's back today, though. And we're picking him up. ^o^

I miss him sooo much~ Fricken shit had to go down while he was away. Lovely timing for it all; at least I'm feeling better. Alot better.

I hope he can stay tonight. I needs cuddles~




Also been picking up my Route 117 hunt. I did like, 1900 more encounters while my buddy Jacob was over. FFFF;; I've reached past 24900 encounters now, this is getting crazy. D< I started the hunt back in June, when the hell am I gonna get my shiny!?

Please be Illumise or Roselia plz plz plz <3

God I'm sick of the whingers on DeviantArt. :/

I mean, come on.

I was upset for a while when my deviations got removed, right? All my sprites, including ones that I did completely from scratch. They were removed because they technically violated copyright (well, the non-scratched ones anyhow), and the mods were just doing their job to make sure that the site is free of art theft shit.

But I realised that they were only just doing their job. They can't go and look at every single individual sprite, research about, and completely make sure that they aren't edited from some existing sprite, so of course anything that looks somewhat official and is not labelled clearly "scratched", would be removed just to be safe.

Then why the fuck are people still whinging about it?
For fuck's sake these people need to learn to grow up.

I fucking did.

Some people are just totally asking to have their deviations removed! One person on dA (not mentioning names), she seems to be one of those... not very bright people, but holy shit even still...

You'd think that she'd know that if over twenty of her deviations got removed because they were edited pictures and sprites from official stuff, she'd fucking stop submitting that shit.

But she isn't. D8<

She made a whinging journal. I did, too, but for fuck's sake I didn't go and submit more bait for the mods to come back to! I had a little bawwing session, yeah, but after that I sucked it up and only posted what was clearly 100% my own work. I didn't even put up revamps that were like, 90% scratch because that's still bait for the damn mods! But my god this person just totally didn't think and continued to post more of what they thought was their own art.

Guys, recolouring sprites and slapping new names on them is not your own work.
Her page should be nuked again by the mods. >8C

Another friend of mine is still bawwing about his deviations getting removed, too. Not just his sprites, but his animations. He's my friend, and I DO sympathise with him, but I honestly get the feeling that he expects the mods to friggin' research every single image in his gallery before removing them.

D8<

RAGE OVER.

pfft. Nevermind me.

Still ShinjiAki fagging. C:

Lol. I'm doing a long-due cleanup of My Pictures. Long-due, I'm fucking serious; I started cleaning it up about four months ago and never actually got around to doing more than make one new folder...

Ages ago, I downloaded a giant .rar file of a bunch of Persona 3 pictures. They were all categorised into folders, just like "Hero", "Yukari", "Akihiko", etc. and lulz there was a "Homo" folder which contained pretty much all ShinjiAki or JunAki. JunAki, nothx Junpei is straight like omg besides he's canon with Chidori. :D

Too bad Chidori died. :c

SO ANYWAYS. I was just having some more lookies in it, because even though I've had it for months and months, I've only ever bothered looking in the folders that caught my attention (lol so ttly not the Homo folder I swear), so I went and browsed through the "Group" folder.

FUCK MY LIFE. There was so much ShinjiAki in there...
Why did I not look there FIRST? ;O;

But yes. It just made my ShinjiAki mood worse... >o>

Haha. Most of my friends know that I find the term "fangirl" really degrading, but shit, I have no other way of describing how I was acting today and the other day while playing my save slot with Shinji on P3. ;~;
Obsessed for characters be a harsh term too. Idk what else to call it, but anything but those GOD DAMN.

fangirls eiw.

-cough- Anyway...
What pairings from fandoms and crap do you guys like? :3

I have way too many, it's disgusting. >D

Oh my god I'll be able to hear Shinji and Akihiko yayayayay~
Yeah I have a little liking for both of them. It's so stupid, but they make such a gorgeous AND very canon shounen ai pairing, and they're such amazing characters just in general. c:

I find it halarious how someone can heal Shinji, and he'll be all, "Pssh. I don't need your help", but if Akihiko heals him, he doesn't be meen and say that. And when Aki's injured, Shinji says, "Hang in there", and heals him. Baww I love those two so damn much! C:
It's cute when he compliments Koromaru, too. But everyone knows that he has a soft spot for Koro. Who doesn't, omg I want a dog that cute. JUS' LOOK AT 'IM~ *points to avatar*

I NEED TO DRAW SOMETHING. I started on a dragon, but I always draw dragons. I should really try practicing my manga, but I can't be bothered. >D Maybe I should draw Koro...

Lawl work was really quiet today. It was nice, though, everyone was in a good mood so there wasn't any raging amongst us. It was dead quiet so the deli was all sparkly clean (almost scarily so) by about 4:30, so we had absolutely nothing to do until about 7.

I had a customer today make one of the checkout supervisors come back to the deli to specially tell me how wonderful my service was. 8D
I feel speshul.

And wtf why is someone letting off fireworks? O_o
kay this journal needs to die.

EDIT: oh my god they have a Persona 4 Drama Album too...
My internet is officially dead. 8D

I took a day off of work yesterday. I felt really bad, since I was the only person who could do that shift. I spent the whole day sleeping and not eating, my stomach felt like it was digesting itself. It was so gross. D<
It helped, though. Even though I'm still having the occassional stomach cramp and upset stomach (coffee's fault, srsly omg), I feel really good today.

TALK TO ME GUYS.
And lol I miss P4 as soon as I gave it to Mahs. Wth.

._.

I-I'll never look at that anime the same way again.

Shounen ai is nice.

Yaoi is nice.

But what the shit was that. My god. Maki Murakami, what the fuck goes on with your mind?

"Very explicit" is an understatement.




That is all. 8D
 

I just found out today that you have to replay the whole game to get the real ending for P4.
Fucking.
Gay.

I'm having a hard enough time getting through the floors in Mandala trying to get to the first final boss, let alone playing through the entire game again to get the real ending!--

...but then again, Persona 3's New Game + really had no meaning to it, except for fighting Elizabeth after finishing every damn request that she throws on you. So I guess having a proper damn meaning to a New Game + would be nice for a change.

Still though. Having to go through the whole game again? D:

I think I'll save fighting Izanami after I get myself P3:FES. I'd rather see a whole new 30 hours of gameplay for P3 than watch an entire game repeat itself right after I just played through it. Either FES or Trinity Soul; whichever one I can get my dirty paws on first. >:3

Or if my internet would let me watch Trinity Soul. ;o;
The opening theme sounds so amazing live, but of course it was helped by the world's best Japanese rappers. |D
Man I love Lotus Juice. P3's battle theme wouldn't be as amazing as it is without them. <3

Speaking of the Live album, damn I wish I was in Japan in September!! ;o; It was SO RECENT.
I hope they hold more Persona concerts. They should with the arrival of P3:P. I hope they dump in some Devil Survivor and other SMT games' music in there, too~ <3

And no one reading this would understand what the hell I'm talking about, so I'll stop now. |D
But wth. The one time I wanna fight the Reaper, HE DOESN'T SHOW UP.

Rage.

PREWARNING TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT SPOILERS FOR PERSONA 4.

FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW.
I'm raging.

I prepared myself from all the warnings that Zabi had given me about December 3rd. Prepared for how it was so depressing it even made him a little upset, and also prepared for a part where you have to answer a series of questions, all correctly to get the decent ending of the game.

Well, I certainly agree with him that as it did get into the scene, it was rather depressing seeing lil' Nanako dying. >:
I didn't like her so much to begin with, but her scenes and stuff were absolutely adorable. Her shadow dungeon was a bitch of a challenge to get through, too, so she was all worth it.

BUT DAMN. DOES HER DEATH SCENE HAVE TO BE AS RAGE WORTHY AS FROG ARTHUR ON SHREK THE 3RD?

. . .

OH NOES I'M DYING. EMO SHIT MUSIC AND STUFF PLZ.

. . .

Ohwait. I'm alive.
HAPPY MUSIC.

Lalalalalalalala~

. . .

PSYCHE. I'M ACTUALLY DEAD.
FOR REALZ.
Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I was depressed at the FIRST DYING PART. Then I was all "horray she's alive yayayay fanfiction is WRONG" and then she died and I was all, "fuck you Atlus."
Methinks I should have mastered her Social Link before she died...
Jesus I can't even remember what Arcana she was lololololololol.

Anyways. After that emoing scene (and a new hole in the hospital hall's wall thanks to Kanji raging), it's all:
"RAWR I'M GOING TO KILL NAMATAME BECAUSE NANAKO IS DEAD."

Yep. Just totally ignore that he killed his wife, that stupid bitch Saki (Yosuke NEVER LETS THAT FUCKING GO), and kidnaps like, ALL THE PARTY MEMBERS IN ATTEMPT TO KILL THEM. Noep. Ignore that.

The girl died. So let's kill him now.
BUT WAIT.

SHADOW NAMATAME IS STILL THERE.
LETS THROW NAMATAME IN THE TV SO HE CAN'T ESCAPE AND GETS KILLED BY SHADOW NAMATAME.
Because like, totally. Admitting to being a murderer and laffin' at how you can't get caught by cops is so much more to hide than being a total manry homo </Kanji> and being the sluttiest teen with a gay crush on her best friend <Yukiko>

Killing people is SO MUCH MORE TO HIDE OH NOES.
SO HE'LL DIE BECAUSE HE CAN'T ADMIT HE'S A KILLER.

I mean wtf. NO OFFENSE TO HOMOSEXUALS I'M SERIOUS. I LOVE YOU GUYS. But how every character you save, including Kanji (who is OBVIOUSLY bisexual it's that fricken obvious) manages to admit to their other selves immediately after their shadow gets their ass pwned by the party, is fricken unrealistic.

And yet they think Namatame wouldn't admit to himself because OHNOES HE KILLED PEOPLE AND HE DID IT FOR THE LULZ?

THAT ASIDE.
Yosuke and Kanji are all raging homocidal maniacs wanting to throw him into the TV and I'm all "WHAT THE FUCK OOC.", and then Yosuke starts asking you what you think.

All the girls are BAWWING because omgitssomeen that they want to kill the bastard who almost killed EVERYONE IN THE ROOM. I personally found their attitudes (especially Yosuke. WHOA.) a little overpowering. But dude, a lil' girl wound up dead because he had this freaky thought of "saving" people by making them die. Yeah, I understand that.

But being the good guy in all this, you'd think that picking "noes don't do it" would be a good thing? Right?
Right?

Wrong.
According to these non-spoileriffic answers that Zabi gave me, and recalling by memory what the first two questions I wound up answering (I noticed what I was doing after the 2nd and reluctantly reset the PS2), I was selecting the completely wrong answers.

So I have to be a sadistic bitch and agree with the two fellers to throw the asshole into the TV to make things better.
I SEE THEIR POINT.

BUT STILL.
I RAGE SO HARD.

Why?
Because having to redo that entire scene, will fuck my brain.

The scene was long, boring, and frustrating. SO YAY I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN.
OKAY I'LL STFU NOW BECAUSE THIS JOURNAL IS GETTING WORSE THAN AN EMOSPACE.

And I thought I was just being wierd for a day, but even several days later, I still find Naoto VERY pleasant to look at and communicate with in the game. >o>

SO IT IS A GAME CHARACTER CRUSH~
Haven't had one of those in months.

And I've never had one over a GIRL before. 8D
I feel speshul.

You know, the one that the characters did on P4?
Yeah. I wanna play that. In real life. C8<


With the furs, and Ben, and Ashley, mebbe a couple of other friends.
Sweet jesus I haven't done anything fun with anyone in like, AGES. Dood. It'd be so cool. |D

And YAMI. WHEN ARE YOU UN-BANNED?
Serebii is so damn lonely without you. ;~;

(700 Soft Resets, by the way. That makes 2100 starters)
 

G-god that avatar just... explains exactly what my reaction is whenever I see/hear a new spoiler for P4.

I've actually managed to stay away from the majority of them, but obviously if you scroll all around the interwebs for fanfics, avatars, doujinshi, all the like, you're bound to come across some spoilers. >:
And methinks I've found several. Issnotfair...

I should keep playing it so they're not so much spoilers anymore. C8<
But Naoto's Shadow dungeon is creepy. Secret base? Wtf.

She's such a transsexual. As much as I thought she'd make a HOT dude, she's so awesome as a GIRL. o<o
Don't switch genders, mate. Oh geez Kanji's reaction when he finds out she's a girl will be priceless!

I-I keep seeing things about Adachi. Dude. He better not be the main villan. >8C
He's too adorable and innocent. Srsly. WTH.
I keep seeing pics of him with titles like ENDGAME SPOILERS and it's starting to freak me OUT.

... I need to stay away from interweb searching for a while. >o>